Wow so its been forever since i updated. Its been forever since i've even had INTERNET!! its nice being connected to the outside world again.

So my Baby Boy was born. November 27th at 2:47AM. 20in long and 7lbs 14oz. Hes officially 5 weeeks old today. AHH!! i now understand what my dad means when he says it was like yesterday when me and dezy were babies. Time just flies when you have kids. Hes so big now! 9 lbs already. I luv him lotz. Elijahs having a grand time with him too. We're both still trying to find our feet still when it comes to taking care of a baby but elijahs mom has helped a lot since shes been here. I've definitely appreciated the help. Gotten more sleep then i did before she was here. Sadly she had to sacrifice her sleep time for me and elijah to sleep. But she says its fine because she loves him. He is a very adorable baby. Hes already started trying to talk. Its sooo cute. His little squeeks..He gets easily frustrated though..After a few seconds of trying he starts getting fussy because he wants so bad to talk but doesnt quite get it. But even his fussiness is cute. haha.

So i've finally settled in our house. Sadly. and i say that because elijah wants to move to Wyoming for about 6 months. This is because we need help with Jakob, and in alaska we cant get that help. My parents are doing their own thing and we dont really have anyone else. Our best bet would be to go to Wyoming, get help with Jakob while elijah works and I figure out what i want to do...Grawr. I honestly dont want to go but what choice do we have? Jakob needs to be taken care of and i cant do it by myself. Elijah has to go to work and i need to get a job too..so. blah. Its kind of a heavy thought but I must to what i have to for Jakobs sake.

And i think thats really all i have to say..Oh wait, at 4AM, brittany texted me about stupid shit..that really frustrated me. She was like "HOw did you do it?" and then i had to figure out who it was because she wouldnt tell me. When she finally did, she went off on how shes feeling lonely because andrew is spending time with his roomies and she doesnt know how i handled being with andrew. I said iw as right, that eventually she wouldnt want to be with him and she turned around and talked about how GREAT he is. So i told her if hes so grand to shut up and deal with it. GAWD! i have a fucking baby!! Why the hell would you text drama shit to a new mother? But yes, that frustrated me loads.

Also i watched Avatar!! Very good movie!! Anyone who appreciates the earth will love it too.